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i have tried [Dec. 26th, 2010|06:49 am]
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[Current Location |United States, New York, Brooklyn]
[Current Mood |restlessrestless]
[Current Music |bjork- post]

so i am turning twenty five next week. in the past year i feel like i have tried to go from being a child to being an adult. i thought i was doing ok. i might have been. right now i feel seventeen again. i have tried to create a social life in a new place(not the internet?) from scratch. i have tried to concentrate on being responsible and work full time doing things i dont necessarily enjoy doing in hopes that i will create some sort of comfortable life for myself and those in arms reach who are/were in this with me. did this turn into a complete alienation of past selves and past friends and past everything? i dont know. i do know that everything i have tried to do in the past year has basically turned to dust and is slowly being redispersed into something unrecognizable.. something i never wanted. maybe it has just solidified my roots for my past self. have i just fallen back into what i was at twenty years old? has this growing process done more damage than good? have i been delusional? am i just as naive as ever? is it wrong to to put all of your love in other people and the flow and rhythm of nature without finding a passion within the profitable aspects of our society that seem to fuel most people i meet? is there a great difference in being intimate with the world and indulging in a one on one type connection? are there half a dozen in one and six in the other?
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2009|02:05 am]
brett
anyone else get energized water off coast to coast last night?
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(no subject) [Jan. 26th, 2009|03:48 pm]
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such a common pain [Jan. 13th, 2009|02:47 pm]
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[Current Music |depressing]

band: ween
album: quebec
song: i dont want it
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gener's guitar solo gives me goosebumps

on top of the overall song making me sob like a stupid baby
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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2009|11:51 pm]
brett
january 12th 2009 sucks
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(no subject) [Jan. 11th, 2009|09:39 pm]
brett
how many times have you said 'im not whats missing from your life now i could never be the puzzle pieces they say that god makes problems just to see what you could stand before you do as the devil pleases and give up the thing you love but you know you dont seserve it' ???????????
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(no subject) [Nov. 22nd, 2008|07:27 am]
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driving home turned up the cd player turned up the cd player turned up the cd player cd player. cd plaeyer shut off and smelled like fire. no more cd player.
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(no subject) [Oct. 30th, 2008|02:20 am]
brett
CRISPIN HELLION GLOVER FOR PRESIDENT
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everything in it's right place [Sep. 24th, 2008|07:38 pm]
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[Current Mood |frustratedfrustrated]

i have been looking for my car keys with this song looping in my head
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(no subject) [Sep. 16th, 2008|11:40 pm]
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if i hear one more person say/type/imply 'this is america speak english or get out' im going to drown myself in a fucking toilet bowl
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